Well I know I love you. I know. I’ve had doubts about love before but I won’t anymore. As much as I want to be with you, I know I need to let you go. Set you free. Every time I try to be with you again, it’s me being selfish. I wanted to be happy and you made me happy but I wasn’t thinking about your happiness. I kept hurting you without even realizing it. I promise I won’t anymore. I’m letting you go forever this time. If we are meant to be together, it will happen but I just want you to be happy. Please don’t ever let anyone take advantage of you. You’re worth so much more. I hope and pray that in your future there will be someone to love you as much as I love you now. Come what may, I will ALWAYS be here for you no matter what. I know I’m young and so I probably will be able to move on just as you have. It’ll take so much time and a lot of work but it’s possible. But in my future, I know I’ll always remember you. You still have hold of my heart. Goodbye Shaun Matheu.. I love you.